had a dream that we held hands last night, so:

Holding Hands

A dream about holding hands with someone means that you need and want to develop close friendships. It may also mean you are feeling sexy or want some physical affection. Your dream may also reflect anxieties about losing touch or drifting apart from someone.

so at prom on saturday, one of the faculty members pulled me aside and told me “not to forget to eat.” 

i probably shouldn’t let the comment phase me, but it made me think. do people really think i look anorexic? 

the one thing worse than having feelings for someone who doesn’t like you back, is having feelings for someone who doesn’t know you exist.

i jUst misS THE JONas BROtHERS a LOt OKaY

maybe i really am depressed.

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actually, that’s a lie. i do like someone, but he doesn’t count for reasons.

is really fucking depressing. all my friends are going out buying their dresses and i’m just sitting here, not even looking up any dresses online, because i don’t even have a backup. i’m know i’m not gonna get asked by anybody, and i can’t ask one of my guy friends cause they’re asking other girls that they like/want to bring, and i don’t even like anybody right now so idk what to even do. i just really hate how much this is bumming me out.

ok don’t judge but i’m like crying i need to see paradise fears again like asap i never thought i’d love them as much as i do wow